Yey! Finally I was able to change the theme here! Been a while that I haven’t updated here and I am glad I finally had the time to do so. Nothing much is happening except that my head’s aching like crazy because of my eyes. Poor eyesight really.

I’ve managed to sleep well last night, thank you very much. But instead of feeling refreshed, I woke up with a splitting headache. Time for an eye checkup again.

That’s all for now

Back to the old routine again!

The auditors are gone.

Yey!

I can be a bitch from hell if riled. I tell you, no matter how hard I try to quell my anger, when it starts, I couldn’t hold it back. I get this overwhelming need to yell. I need to raise my voice otherwise I’d scratch my throat out! Crazy!

But then, I can forgive easily. As long as the deed done is not to any member of my family, it would be an easy thing to get on my good side again. A simple smile and thank you would suffice.

Aawwww…

Today is my brother’s death anniversary. I am hoping we can go visit his grave soon. For now, we will be having a solemn mass for him.

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I remember being so angry because my grandpa insisted on us watching a video of my mom’s wake and funeral. Why would you want to videotape the person when she’s already lying in the coffin, right? But my grandpa insisted on it. I hated the lights and the videographer going around, recording our grief. And then to insist afterwards for us to watch it, a few days after my mom was laid to rest? Crazy shiz!

My dad isn’t perfect. He makes mistakes and have been an absentee dad for a long time. But I appreciate his presence now more than ever. I appreciate the effort he has put to take care of us and show us through deeds that he loves us.

Happy Father’s Day, dad! And to all the dads out there!

Enjoy your day!

Today would have been my brother’s 26th birthday. But he died 11 years ago, when he was 15. Leukemia took his life and cut it short. I still miss him. We were really close. I was there when he breathed his last. I was there during those almost six tough months of chemo sessions. It was really hard for me. But knowing in my heart that at least he wouldn’t be suffering anymore eased the grief a bit.

He wanted to be an engineer. He had this essay where he wrote and drawn his plans after college. I cried so hard when I read that. He would have been a great brother, especially during the rough days when I was embroiled in one problem over another…

There are so many what if, what might have beens in my life. And my brother is one of those.

I was so darn hungry when we went to the mall yesterday. My sister and I were salivating over tempura and sukiyaki. When we arrived at Teriyaki Boy, there were so many patrons already we were asked to wait.

When we were finally seated, nobody’s taking our order!

The crew were running around, I believe there’s only three or four of them and the place was packed.

My sister and I vowed that it will take a long time for us to go back to that branch.

This is a copy of my friend’s sonogram. Sophia. She’s my goddaughter. She’s 7 months old now. Growing up so fast and getting prettier and smarter each day. I pray that she becomes as God-fearing as her parents. As smart as her mom. As funny as her dad. And as good a daughter as her ninang *winks*

Happy 7th month, Sophie!

God bless.

March is the end stretch of audit here in the office. There are so many inventories that’s why it takes so long for the auditors to finish. I don’t like audit season. There are so many requirements from my department and it disrupts the order of things for me and my staff. Anyway, they’re finishing up now. Sooner or later, they will say goodbye to the temporary office they’re using. Which is where two of my staff are located. Yes!

I apologize for not updating that much in April. We transferred to a new floor in the building where our offices is in. Naturally, chaos reigned supreme! And my department was in-charge of the move. There were so many things to do, so many things to take care of. It took us more than two weeks to get everything back on track. We finally did it! Then came another memo that the executive offices will be moved. Again.

Aargh!!!

So it took us another week to make sure the executives were comfortable in their new location. It was a stressful three-week run for me and my whole department. Thank goodness every thing’s over now.

Back to regular blogging schedule.