Wednesday 30th June 2010

by Lara

off the cliffWhy does it feel like you want to jump off the cliff when you are so stressed out and you like you are being cornered by life? I hate feeling that way. I hate being nervous. I hate being scared. I hate being pressured.

Whenever someone in the family is being threatened by life, I feel like fighting back for them. I also feel scared and cornered. I feel like I am not ready if something bad happens. If it’s just me, I wouldn’t feel that way. But if it’s someone I love…

Life just sometimes feel like you are jumping off a cliff. What’s down there is always unexpected. You might be seeing water but it could be rocks. You can land badly and end up dead. Or you can land safely, your fall cushioned.

posted in Randomized at 3:32 am Off