Truth be told, I dread being so happy. Because have you noticed it? When we are so happy, sadness creeps in. It has always been like that with me. That’s why whenever I feel so darn happy, I feel guilty. It’s like I might be luring sadness to come creep into my life.

It’s an absurd idea, I know. Although there have been instances in the past that this happened to me. You can say that I am just wary. Who likes problems and bad things happening to us, right? I know that this is a hindrance for me to enjoy life to the fullest. But what can I do? I am also really afraid of something bad happening to me and my family once again.